Recovery thoughts,

              Hi, I would like to tell you about my inner child.  My inner child becomes very sad when at the age of 4 my mom and dad separated.  It was an awful night full of arguing.  My mom wanted to leave the house without her kids.  I cried please don't leave me, "mom" over and over till she finally took me.  This event has ran my life over and over again.  Now when I am in relationships I am very needy.  This is to try and fill the void of that night.  When my husband moved out of our home it brought the same feeling and when he asked me for divorce, it was the same feeling all over again.

This is a definite pattern in my life.  I would love to work on healing the inner child so that I may overcome the feeling of rejection, insecurity and abandonment.   Those three issues ran my life on a daily basis.  Others say I am strong yet I don't know my strength.   My codependency takes me to the deepest depression in which I cannot function for days in.  I am looking forward to reading this book, a codependent book. I would also like an on line meeting to attend.

Spresa